Anger, grief, but the one thing I don't feel is sadly, shock.
I've been reading peoples' stories after the Activision Blizzard lawsuit was announced and the horrible experiences some of my fellow women in the games industry have had to endure. No one should feel that helpless and unsafe, or if you do have the courage to speak up to feel like your voice doesn't matter. It's a systemic failure. Reform needs to happen in the gaming industry, and on a massive scale.
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